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I am a lonely child
10:58, Sun 29 Mar 2009
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Section 8 Lin Yan's murderous intention (1) I often dream a large stretch of wheat field, there are scarecrows erected in the middle of wheat fields. The season that the wheat field is having a bumper harvest is mostly golden yellow, you stand on the field, can see they burst forth that kind of golden yellow color making the person happy like having tacit understanding in your sight uniformly. Its fruit has been already unusually plump, they are bending over to draw the earth mother's nutrition crazily at the end, wait for that and guide the neck, reciprocate peasant's diligent cultivation of one year with one's own life. In the golden yellow wheat field, you will also see some fragmentary and disharmonious colors. They are separated by very far, on a fixed point all the time, keep the same posture persistently. They are scarecrows in the wheat field. For let them reach own duty, can mostly disguise them with some deep tone to the limit peasant to make them, distinguish them with the wheat field. These scarecrows are mostly sinister in appearance and horrible, let people see and fear in the heart. Since even people fear, then, not to mention those small sparrows. Can't remember how old I am at that time, anyway as I crossed the heavy ear of wheat clearly, while coming to face with the scarecrow in the middle of wheat field, my stature just reaches its waist. We are facing toward on the ground for a long time, everyone remains silent. There is a query only in my childish and tender heart at that time, that was whether the scarecrow needed the friend too. --I am a lonely child. At a lot of nights, I will also be helded up in the wheat field, a curved moon in the sky splashes the silver brightness thinly, the still unusually magnificent wheat field becomes gentle too at this time during the daytime. They rise and fall with the night wind slightly, the heavy head seems curved a bit lower. At this time, they are all living, they surround I and scarecrow quietly. Sometimes, the bird of the activity flies over to also have some nights, they wheel over our head, probably hanging back to fall down. I think, that is because the face that the scarecrow is ferocious has been frightened they, so, I decide while coming here next time, do a a bit more goodlooking mask for the scarecrow. Later on I really made a mask to wear on the face of the scarecrow. The mask is made of hard board, I have looked for some wasted paper, have stolen the paste that others pasted the sole next door, then glue the paper on the plank, wait for it to affix another one after doing completely. I do not remember how many layers are glued altogether, when they reach the thickness that I need, I have lifted them down with the knife. The work left will be much simpler soon, I will cut the hard board ovally with the scissors, and then draw people's facial features above with the carbon black. This is a pair of masks smilingly, though there is no beauty in my imagination, but the scarecrow is worn it, bird of the activity will never fear it those nights. The bird falls down, stops on its shoulders, sometimes my hands still can stroke their feather, at that time, I was very happy. I was very glad too at that time to know the scarecrow, it had already become my friend. I have seen the host of the lighter soon. This is late I have seen a man from the display of the computer. To tell the truth, I do not like that kind of man dandified in appearance, they often excessively pay attention to one's own instrument, and has neglected the inherent thing. I believe and present the man in the forest swallow's room will certainly be an idiot, but this idiot is very rich, he is wrapped up by the famous brand from head to foot, the face as pale as woman can't talk plainly. If this beautiful word is used for describing men, then, this man should almost be dethroned in my eyes. The relation between the man and Lin Yan is certainly unusual, from he is from stocking the door, stick to the forest swallow tightly like a cow dung. I can see clearly his hands do not have one quarter in being honest, but Lin Yan cooperates with him very much, still make very intoxicated look on the face frequently. I shelf both arms and some at desk tremble, I have no doubt first scene that will perform soon next, will be fragranter and gaudier and amazinger. I feel I becomes angry, it seems that a loved toy of oneself is being played with by others. I close the computer, continue letting oneself be immersed in the darkness. Heart of me itch very much, I want, miss forest Yan and thing that happen soon between the man those, but I am afraid again that angry that will let me make the unwisely thing. It is dark to fill the air at my side, I tell oneself, Lin Yan is actually a person having nothing to do with me, city this woman like her have a lot of, to at one's side, store of all kinds man in they. The woman needs man's and man's needing women to be the same, is a rule operated of it, I can't require the private life of one and my irrelevant woman with my will. Who at this time, I suddenly produced suspicion to all at one's side, I was on earth, where am I? Why should I peep a woman having nothing to do with me? Mankind to asking reprovingly and reviewing one's own, close to a certain realm of philosophy already in fact, I attempt to let oneself calm down with such a question. I seem accomplish really, I hear oneself calm breathing out interest sound even later, turned on the computer again at last. Lin Yan and that man are not in the sitting room. I transfer the window to the bedroom, two dazzlingly white bodies are wrenching on the bed. I am a bit dizzy suddenly at this time, there is bright one in the room which seem dark, the knife is split over equally. It must cut the health of injuring me, I can feel a certain position of the body, the blood is trickling in the gurgle out. I stand up unsteadily, tumble on the bed directly. Dark memory has been raised a gap, I do not know whether the picture on the notebook computer stays in my brain yet, but I really saw at this moment a woman wrenches in my memory. Her body jade is pale equally, a wisp of moonlight throws over from nowhere, let every skin suffused with the gloss of the corona then. A familiar man presses over figure at this moment, then, I feel the breath with scorching hot one share. The woman's water of body is cool equally, but some warm breath is being welled up continually under the skin. Man and woman twine together with each other, the man is kissing her, I feel but her lip warm-heat evil is moist, her health is soft too, hold that man in year, hold I in year. I stand up and sit, has already been profuse sweating on the head. I wheeze, it seems that still that woman's body is fragrant in the memory of leaving among the nose. I get back to desk sit down again, see Yan with man that Lin separate already, it is tired for man to seem, that ZIPPOO brand lighter has lighted a cigarette, is resting on and closing the eyes for rest on the bed at this moment on the bedside cupboard. Lin Yan in the edge has covered one's own body with a woollen blanket, the look her has already become unusually calm. The comb is sent the step correctly after washing hair
07:05, Mon 2 Feb 2009
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The comb is sent the step correctly after washing hair Step Step 2: Comb and cross the hair with hands first, hold and scoop up the horse hair small, comb and open bit by bit since sending the tail. Step 3: And then comb from sending the end slowly, comb to the scalp finally. Step 4: Step one can begin to blow the hair after the third step is finished. When the scalp is dried up quickly, I will usually comb the scalp with big comb of a handful of special massage scalp, may not be certain, need, let comb skin comb, get send tail entirely from the beginning, comb, get hair wet position stop still. This kind of comb can activate the scalp, let people feel comfortable. Whom I spend now Janeke the brand, every of comb send terminal tooth round type, design for massage scalp. Step 5: Comb after the scalp, king I will comb loud comb of hair specially with one, begin to comb the hair. Remember, must from send tail begin, comb, confirm, send tail every one place tied to obey turn on by you, can begin to be combed with the whole head. Comb hair must not hard to tear, place turned on to comb can tie the position above paying special attention to with hands, will tie the place and comb coming separately gently with the comb slowly. Comb Have one mane comb defend static to be result fine even, but I do not give a recommendation in addition. Mane feeling that comb stand up can only will comb top layer to reach the hair, and your hair after finishing combing magical becoming all in that place, it is not that a root of the root is clearly demarcated. Though mane comb can defend the static, to long person that send directly Thank you for your the warning
01:38, Fri 2 Jan 2009
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YaLi Yang leave, come, use dinner naturally, too indeed, bright to come, warn me vie for the man with her, if will also be passed down with dinner under such circumstances that really becomes the joke. However, let me feel it is that the Xi time of the mat realize Yang YaLi that there is an obscure one of a silk? It is two totally irrelevant persons obviously, " do you know her? " Have asked. Mat Xi time cast a look at me, cool way, " coincidence of good luck. " The coincidence of good luck? Unless it is the getting more succinct in pieces of reason the distinct, bring contempt upon oneself I no longer,pick up it desk along napkin find a room for well, take over the purified water that a servant passed over conveniently. I will stay, follow they congregate the meal, can expect, wait for Jane to be jade bony to take advantage of, give name of meal enter I life or death unwilling cause that go out under room already totally. Think of this child, the head begins to be suffused with aching indistinctly again. "What do you want to know? " Thin voice, Xi time of the mat has a little topics arising just now in towering continuation. "I do not think you will say. " Putting down the glass in the hand, I say, " actually you needn't say either, because that has nothing to do with me. " Xi how XiChen know why know, follow I there is no relation at all really with YaLi Yang, and I will ask, only the reason - -Any relations at perhaps it tear by Lin with leaf Sight that scrutinize become deep and baffled, open one's mouth, turn round, run, stagger along, wash until he jade bony to support in Jane, body of side downstairs just moment, "mustn't run again so so urgently as to make an uproar next time. " Meaning that is slightly blamed in the tone. Simple jade bony to look at I direct while being frank, one face laugh foolishly, " because mother-in-law say elder sister below " "It is seated to come up. " Light and refined and right sound. "Oh. " "What the elder sister used is left hand! " Simple jade bony like find like the the New World depending on Iing left hand to hold tableware surprised to ask. I am seized with terror, joke properties opened one's mouth immediately, " the right hand has been discarded, can only use the left hand naturally, what, if have any further problems? " Not having black pupil of wave to lift quietly, the sight thrown to on me is deep like the sea, "he is still a child. " The sound has no a bit getting up to float. Words this unexpectedly, I laugh at, answer, " I say he does not been no a child no. " "You - -It is still really that one does not put down the girl that like " The chest picture is hated for beating a fist resolutly, I have not expected he will say a word like this at all! Press, down in the heart having no intention of unhappiness come up to well up secretly, " judge to one people that you do not understand at all funny under being absurd! " "Will you take notice of my view? " There are not speeches that lock me, the ones that asked are cold and right. "Thank you for your the warning, I do not really need to take notice of! " It is right to look at through a dining table with him. "How many advantages are not brought to you yours is unbending. " How long on earth
10:04, Mon 15 Dec 2008
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Have, write worn out mentally and physically several times, bend over in bed failing, falling asleep for a long time, that it is one that pay empty health exhibition soul fatigued - -She makes oneself so fatigued. Village city once characters to love her like that, he always can present characters of her go soul to touch her, he will always try to figure out her moving cleverly between lines her. It is to such the woman of the heart appearance, how much assurance does he have to face? He seems always a little more inferior on intelligence than she, he can realize her thoughts and feelings, but often have no language to make dimly in her pressing for an answer. Let to think bright and beautifully, he must hate her. If she can be a bit more confused, they must be the most similar soul. And she points out his shortcoming sharply always when they near slightly, make him have no place to hide to feel immediately, he has resolution withdrawn, but have no courage to disappear. Separating a vast expanse of water between them, they do all one can to swim in this stretch of vast sea to the other side, however, a piece of spray comes over, will separate the distance open two people, slowly, they are tired. Let to smile bright and beautifully, tired. A lot of people love, the love is tired, easy to become the incapability, live numbly, but can't do without love. It love incapability, the health one organ the getting getting more more flourishing still,then,just can only love. He WeiLi see that allows to be too bright and beautiful to dance, then send her home, one goes to dance. He is very happy, let to think envying bright and beautifully, does not have love, to a single man, it is not a happy thing. Hollow people are uncertain that live inferiorly more than suspicious people, they are happy at least, keep away from the anxiety of troubling. Having no news dully, they should already meet. In any case, having seen, everything needn't just be cared about. He will be that her new life or she will be his new emotion, everything is not very important, after all, it is the same as the city that they are here, and has seen. Let to discover suddenly bright and beautifully, there is not a love normally for a long time oneself. At this time, the incomparably sad loneliness has been climbed up in a period of time. Love normally. Run into someone, then date by irregular steps, then take a walk in the moon and leave hand in hand, have a meal together, see the film, outing, loved the all over human world slowly, marry or separate. How long on earth is she the love like this. |
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